My Mind Is Hellz Bellz

My Mind Is Hells Bells, So...this is my mind. This is how it works and this is what it contains...
It is in fact a dark, dreary, and cold place...simply weird. I don't know many people who would want to know a person like me nor do I believe I belong here in this world we call "HOME".
If you don't know me, and that should be the majority of you, then this should be interesting...If you think you know me, well...I trust that you are going to find many things that you never knew about me. Happy reading.

In my opinion I find people to see me as quiet and shy (obviously) and maybe the odd one. There are lots of words I could use, such as, strange and ignorant...perhaps even looby. For anyone who doesn't know what looby means, its an awkward, clumsy and lazy fellow. I've been called awkward before and the feeling it produces hurts more than the word itself sounds. Excuse me for being a dark, sensitive and deep individual, for I am and all I can be is me. How can I explain who I am and what I'm about to anyone when all I think about is how they take it and what they register me as in their minds, afraid to be an outcast for much longer, not wanting to be alone but instead wanting those around me to be happy with me and befriend me without faking it. Yet, I still wonder at times if they truly like me or if they would just like me to leave.

Who I am

Lets begin...I'm KRISTA! That's all I'll EVER be is Krista. Not you or anyone else but Krista! If you don't like that then get the hell out of my way and leave me alone. First off, I am very defensive over my friends and everyone I love. Basically If you hurt them in any way I WILL come after you and make sure you feel 5X the pain you gave them. Second, If you try to hurt me or piss me off in the wrong way I swear you will regret it and you may even possibly be missing apart of your body. I'm not normally a violent person but push me too far and I can be. Third, I'm not christian so don't try to preach the name of god in my face. I'm atheist and you wont be able to persuade me otherwise so GET OVER IT! I do things me way and live MY life my way. Honestly I'm a really nice person, I'm random, outgoing, shy, funny, rough on the outside but soft on the inside. Message me if you want to know more, Thnx!